Wednesday, October 5, 2016

Yes! It is time for us to gather and celebrate those of us - okay me - who have been insecure but motored on.  Have I motored on? Sometimes. As much as I wanted to? Uh...no.  But you still want to celebrate? Yes. You think your paltry steps have earned you a celebration? Why is my inner voice being such a killjoy?

Here's the thing (as if there was ever one 'thing'). I am getting back on the horse or wagon or some vehicle of movement. Only it isn't in writing yet. I'm back doing my Buddhist  practice. That is linked. And I never stopped my one drawing with narrative a day practice.  I'm close to getting back to my writing practice...only...not yet. Why?  Because I said so. No! I didn't mean to say that. Because I'm stuck. I need to send out a few more Bright Angel packages which isn't exactly writing, and get back to my mystery. Okay! I have a plan! I'll join up with NANOWRIMO in November to finish this sucker. I have about 20 thousand words to finish it so I'll set myself a goal of 666 words a day -yikes! My math must be wrong but I think it's right. Even l can do that. Especially as the devil appears to be on my side. And then I'll have my shitty first draft done and I love revising so...
Okay - get out the balloons and gingerale. Let's party.

6 comments:

Elizabeth Spann Craig said...

Glad you're back to your Buddhist practice, Jan! And I think NaNoWriMo sounds like a great plan to get back on track with your mystery, too. :)

Anonymous said...

NaNoWriMo is a great vehicle, I think, to help in focusing on your novel, Jan. And I am delighted to know you're getting back to your Buddhist practice. Nothing like a spiritual focus to help in getting your energy going.

Liza said...

Smart move to use NaNo to help you achieve your goals! Best wishes!

Arlee Bird said...

I'm sure I won't do NaNo this year. I need to get back to my writing aside from my blog, but I just haven't been able to get motivated. I wish you well with your November efforts. Hope your health steadily improves and we all experience great bursts of motivation and creativity.


Arlee Bird
Tossing It Out

Trisha said...

Thanks for visiting :) This is my NaNo profile:

http://nanowrimo.org/participants/yoghurtelf

I should probably change it to something more "writerly", but...I've had the name since 2002 and sometimes it's hard to let go. :)

Ellen @ The Cynical Sailor said...

Good luck with NaNo! I love your sense of humor - 666 words and the devil on your side cracked me up :-)